Selfhealing

petak, 21.12.2007.

za moju mamu

Hej, majko!! I pozdrav Mici, znam da skupa citate.
S obzirom da ti mail ne mogu poslat, zato sto ga ne znas citat, cini mi se da je ovo najbolji nacin da ti kazem kako nam je ovdje u deutchlandu, mossingenu i fichtenstrßse broj 10.

Prvi dan
Posto smo si mahale u zagrebu, otisle smo na sve moguce one preglede, morala sam cak skinut cipele. U 12 i 10 smo se ukrcale na avion, s tim da smo usput nasle drustvo ko iz snova. bakice oko 60-70 godina koje isto lete prvi put, idu rodbini u njemacku, a prije su isto ko i baka, radile u njemackoj.
baka je bila napeta kad smo dosle u avion, al sam ju uspjela malo zapricat, pa nije ni osjetila kad smo poletili. poslije je rekla da kak uopce nije strasno. Letjeli smo iznad alpi, pa smo malo gledale kroz prozor.. uglavnom, let je trajao 55min, i u 15 do 2 smo dosle na aerodrom u stuttgart.
Izasle smo iz aviona, dosle na aerodrom, nigdje nikoga, samo jedan covjek koji je pregledao putovnice.
I krenemo mi prema torbama. Dodje moja torba. I torba od jedne nove bake, pa torba od druge nove prijateljice, ali bakine torbe nema.. a u njoj je meso! ja si sve mislim da ce svaki cas doc policija i uzet baku.. a katastrofa! ali ipak, medju zadnjima, evo i te torbe.
cim smo izasle iz medjunarodnog prostora, dosli su pavicici i isli smo na kavu.
tad sam ti poslala poruku.
i mogu ti rec da i sad tesko pisem s ovim noktima!
poslije toga smo isli k masi i alenu, popili kavu i tamo, pa se spremili svi skupa i isli u stuttgart na "vajnahcmart" sto je bozicni sajam, najveci u europi. I stvarno hje prekrasno.. imam par slika, pa ces vidjet. Inace, ne slikamo se puno.

Drugi dan je teta imala slobodno, pa smo isli u roitlingen, malo u shopping, svakom nesto kupili, meni narano najvise.. kupila sam skijaske hlace za 130kn, a takve kod nas nikad ne bih nasla cak ni za 500. super su!
isli smo u crkvu i na taj vajnahmart, jer se odrzava u svim gradovima u njemackoj. bilo je super.
teta i tetac i baka se izgleda dobro zabavljaju. kartaju se i razgovaraju po cijele dane.
inace, moram spomenut, kad je tetac cuo da dolazimo, preokrenuo je cijelu kucu, dejanovu sobu su preuredili, kupili novi tepih, kuhinju preslozili, sve iz regala se moralo prat.. uglavnom, bila je opca panika.. dejan veli da je bilo uzasno s njim zivit tih zadnjih tjedan dana..

treci dan smo bili u mössingenu, malo po trgovinama, pa u aldiju, to je trgovacki centar, nakupovala sam toliko cokolada i bombona da kad sam probala od svega po malo, slabo mi je bilo. Dikmans sam kupila! 32 komada!
Navecer me je dejan vodio u taj birc gdje on radi vikendom, pa smo tamo bili do 2 ujutro..

cetvrti dan, to je bilo jucer, nismo isli nigdje. teta je radila ujutro, baka i tetac su prali zelje i kuhali rucak, dejan je tek dosao s posla oko 7, a kako smo dan prije jako malo spavali, on je bio umoran..

danas idemo u kaufland. i to sad.. budem jos pisala..
pusa majko.
i vidis di ti ispod teksta pise: komentari? e , na to kliknes, i napises mi odgovor ako imas kaj rec!

- 11:45 - Komentari (1) - Isprintaj - #

subota, 29.04.2006.

Empty spaces, what are we living for
Abandoned places, I guess we know the score
On and on, does anybody know what we are looking for
Another hero, another mindless crime
Behind the curtain in the pantomime
Hold the line, does anybody want to take it anymore

The show must go on, The show must go on
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking, but my smile... still stays on

Whatever happens I'll leave it all to chance
Another heartache, another failed romance
On and on, does anybody know what we are living for
I guess I'm learning (I'm learning)
I must be warmer now
I'll soon be turning (turning, turning) round the corner now
Outside the dawn is breaking
But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free

The show must go on, the show must go on, yeah
Oooh, inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking, but my smile... still stays on
Yeah oh, oh, oh

My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies
Fairy tales of yesterday will grow but never die
I can fly, my friends

The show must go on, yeah yeah
The show must go on, go on, go on
I'll face it with a grin
I'm never giving in, on with the show

I'll top the bill, I'll overkill
I have to find the will to carry on
On with the, on with the show

The show must go on, go on, go on.

- 18:47 - Komentari (0) - Isprintaj - #

ponedjeljak, 17.04.2006.


"Losing My Religion"

Life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

- 15:28 - Komentari (0) - Isprintaj - #

subota, 04.02.2006.

Kreni sa mnom
zadnji put
vjeruj mi
daleko od mraka
bolje ćemo znati
ništa nije teško...

Naša lica još su lijepa
zatvori mi oči
neka kraj nas jure
nek se lome prsti
idemo na ples
i svijet je opet mlad...

I samo šuti
gdje su bile riječi
kad nije bilo nade za nas
samo dugi dani nestali u tami
jer ništa nije važno...

Raširi ruke
ruke su ti snažne
upri iz sve snage
nek se cijedi znoj
nek koža pukne mi
idemo na ples
i svijet je opet mlad...

I naša lica još su uvijek lijepa...

Raširi ruke,ruke su ti snažne...

Udahni zrak
koji dolazi
sve je gotovo
i mi smo spašeni...



- 18:17 - Komentari (0) - Isprintaj - #

ponedjeljak, 02.01.2006.

Everyday I realize that this might be the last day of my life
Walking down the street I find that I'm coming closer and closer to losing my mind
'Cause when it rains, it pours
Isn't life worth more? I don't even know what I'm hustlin' for
You've gotta do what you gotta do just to make it through
All the hard times that's going to face you

This is the life, trying to survive
This is the life, trying to survive

Living will always be a struggle looking for someone to love you
Looking back at single horrors, this madness makes me want to hide
Slowly, internally, I'm dying
Pillow case is wet from all my crying
There is nothing more for me to live for
Take me away, I can't live that life no more
This is the life, trying to survive
This is the life, trying to survive

- 20:42 - Komentari (0) - Isprintaj - #

nedjelja, 01.01.2006.

Bit će bolja....

- 14:44 - Komentari (0) - Isprintaj - #

petak, 30.12.2005.

ne znam... koliko je internet uopće pouzdan?
što ako slike koje ljudi daju preko neta nisu prave?
što ako 5 ljudi sjedi iza onog s kojim chataš?
što ako je sve varka?
...upala sam u opasno područje...

- 21:19 - Komentari (3) - Isprintaj - #

nedjelja, 25.12.2005.

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone


Prvi korak je priznavanje da imaš problem,
drugi je indetifikacija,
na trećem još radim...

- 20:51 - Komentari (1) - Isprintaj - #

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"Can You Deal With It?"


  • There must be somebody
    Who'll make love to me
    Blow the rules away
    Trash these yesterdays

    Live in sympathy
    Use psychology
    To find the twist in me
    Can you deal with it?

    A recent enquiry
    Showed no boundary
    Love's the only way
    Can you handle it?

    Can you deal with it?


    Can you deal with it?
    (when you ain't sorry...)
    Can you deal with it?
    (for all that you apologize)
    Working up to something
    I know you're up to something

    Can you deal with it?
    (something's got to happen)
    Can you deal with it?
    (something's got to get me up)
    Can you deal with it?
    (nothing ever happens)
    Can you deal with it?
    (nothing's ever good enough)